on hiatus in that blog...but not here!in any case its supposed to be a secret...so for those who are reading..well..i gotta know how u do that.
anyway maths paper comin up..but i'm still here.shit.i've only finished vectors and there's a whole lot more sia! my plan is to finish functions, partial fractions, binomial by tonight, slp late and finish ODE in the wee hours. tmr its gonna be differentiation and integration.monday's gonna be everythin remaining and past year papers..and tuesday is the day i'm doomed.haha..sound planning? i hope..
visited cindy yesterday...and she looked terribly pale..and terribly weak.she could hardly get out of bed and is on drips...and she looked awfully sad..which shouldn't be a very big wonder.if i'm sick and my clique of friends (assuming i'm a girl la..duh) didn't visit me, yet a bunch of 5 guys shows up, i have to feel sad..terribly sad.but the more hurting thing is in her current shape she's hardly ready for 'A' lvls.she can't study, she can't even move to the toilet un-aided..in anycase hope she gets well soon and hope she's able to salvage sth out of this year, cos its gonna be very sad if she has to take 'A's nxt year again..
vincent kinda said seeing cindy in this shape makes him feel guilty for not puttin in more effort.cannot agree more..its worst then breaking an arm or leg, cos atleast you could still think rationally.guess i really should put in more effort eh? immediately after this i will..
nothin much has happened in my life...and i've more or less curbed the burning temptation to splurge on the lifebook.vin and wj like persuaded me otherwise, citing 2 years of not comin home frequently as the sole reason not to spend. guess they are right...and the burning urge to get the lifebook was nothin more den a burning urge to get out i guess.get out of this cacoon i call a home (no..not in the sense i wanna run away from home). to think of it, i'm 18, i should really be goin somewhere and doing sth important with my life...not stucked up at home seeing my brothers (1 useless, 1 much more dependable) grow up and my parents age.
kinda chose the wrong option of studyin at home...the renovation work is terrible and i can't concentrate the least bit.what the heck..
listening to marilyn manson...and it greatly helps sia (no..i'm not turning sadistic and anti-christ..i'm listening for the music)..kinda regret spendin all those money on the CDs i have..if i saved up money on only 10 CDs, i could get myself an mp3 player that does the same...and more!hmmm...makes u think about your decisions in life eh?