the farewell party today was fun.haha.mayb fun because i'm terribly bored at home, but i'd rather choose to believe that its fun because i can see a few ppl before i leave for ns (and they carry on with their lives and stuff..), a sort of class get-together (though the phrase itself hides the hint of finality of the situation itself) n i'm sure every1 enjoyed it, eh? though i must add the only regret i have frm the party is the IMMENSE amount of food i've eaten..kinda made that workout in the morning useless, eh?
the workout this morning is the worst session i've ever had in a gym.the 1st 2km i ran on the treadmill kinda speaks volumes of the kinda day i had.after runnin approx 2km, i kinda desperately needed the toilet (yea...i had to answer nature's call.its normal, rite?) and since its a treatmill, i cannot slow down the pace and hopefully that urging will pass rite? that disrupted my entire run.when i came back...i ran another 1km or so before my shoelaces came off.darn...i can't jump off a treadmill and hope to jump back on, rite? finally...i could only muster the energy to run another 3km to complete my very very useless 5km run..
spent alot of time w weijie n vincent today.just realised something..hanging out with the guys is actually quite relieving.its a non-pressure, non-expectation and certainly fun-filled adventure whenever we go out, cos anything and everything under the sun is discussed and nothin left out.with the lack of internal conflicts of interest, i cannot tink of a more pleasant way to spend my time (eh...i'm not gay hor!!).
the entire afternoon everywhere we went students of all levels were everywhere.suddenly realised i miss wearing a school uniform..and going to school and studying.more importantly, i miss the opportunity to hang around people and sharing that burden of learning with ppl i know.in simple words, i miss school.haha.hard to belive?
4 more days to NS...hearing more stories of life in the army and getting myself as psychologically prepared as possible for the encounter.hell...i sure hope this is as fun-filled as it is rewarding! if its as terrible mentally as the CIBTC...i'll try to book out as often as possible!haha..
anyway...i'm terribly tired (and fat) so...this's all.peace n for those still studying, enjoy school life sia~!
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