what i've been expecting all this while eventually became real. i've been blindly and stupidly hoping for the best, and i've been so blind cos of my infatuation for her. i like her...alot...but it pains me alot the way things turn out this way. shall not elaborate further cos its useless to talk abt it, n it only hurts cos honestly, i've been living on borrowed time and floating on my dreams. time to get back to earth, reality..