oh well..2005's endin and with that...a new background! haha..this was my desktop but heck...put it up here for show.haha
hope all of u peepz had a memorable 2005, cos mine is nothing short of it! army life, and subsequently navy life, changed me alot as a person. i experienced things i've never thought i'd experience, and made decisions which i'll never forget, regrettable or otherwise. i've met ppl whom i've enjoyed precious moments with too, and these memories i'll cherish for life. the kinda platonic friendship forged etc...makes the year all the better!
been clubbin quite abit lately (thnx to the influence of nigel chong and santhosh!) and hence been spendin alot of late. alot of my $ goes to drinks...for ppl but not for me. that's when i realised...mayb i should stop clubbin eh? haha...its like, buying smokes for ppl and i don't smoke at all. makes no sense rite? but the better part of my mind will tell me not to stop...cos its a lifestyle i won't wanna quit so soon!
for ppl who dislike clubbin...well its not too bad. other den the fantastic music and friends you meet there, its pretty exciting too! you never know when the next fight's coming, never know who's the next dick who starts grinding you as though you're a hot chick, and you'll never know when u'll get lucky..hehe. but nevertheless its all fun...minus the smoke, the ugly pushing and cursing, the fights, the mess, the arrogant dicks and chicks who think they own the dance floor etc..just ask xiangyun!
haha..yeah.surprisingly i actually went with her and her hockey girls. they ain't much of clubbers, so i tot mayb a few drinks will make dem high enuf to dance..but hell no...they just drink, shake abit, drink, ask for more drinks...and go home.hahahaha.kiddin...they were shy n what not but i guess its all fun (a different kind..)
new year's eve today...and HAPPY BDAY MUM !! haha...my mum turns...darn can't remember.50? the world around me's gettin old...and young. i mean...i'm getting old! went to this party in chinablack w/o realising its a NJ party. yeah...freaky huh? the guys who organized it did it for the 1st time and were lucky to break even. i mean...i go there for free drinks and the like, but the ppl there are...all...shy n reluctant..like they've never clubbed b4. not that i club alot...but i've seen enuf. makes me feel...old. was talkin to gerard n all...they enlisting nxt year..but the things i know compared to wat they r gonna do...makes me feel like a grandpa tellin stories already!
was lookin thru my mail when i saw this email frm yanru (some nygh npcc girl..) askin the new batch of Cadet Inspectors to submit their email adds etc..man..i'm that old already? the new batch of CIs are like...6 batches away from me!
ppl arnd me are talkin abt uni grades and the like...n it dawned on me all of the sudden : i'm starting WORK next year! i've started my CPF crap...and i gotta pay income tax soon! no way ! i know time waits for no man...but this is abit..fast yea? i'm still single man!!!
was in genting not too long ago, when the seriousness of it all struck me like a homer. i used to go genting and take 20 rides out of the corkscrew ( u guys who've been there shld know what it is..the biggest roller coaster that place has) just to get the thrill and satisfaction. the space shuttle thing (this thing that goes free fall frm 40m up in the air..really heart pounding stuff!) used to be done 5 times in a row just to feel that i've made my $ worth..now...all i need is 2 rides on the corkscrew and 2 on the space shuttle to tell me that i've grown bored of the thing. no diea why..its still heart wrenching and pounding and what not...i still scream and shake in my seat..but i somehow lost the boyish need to feel adrenaline pumping all arnd me. m i growing retardedly senile and old? help!!
suddenly i miss my childhood..where i can just slack at home and rot and not feel the need to do anytin.haha..oh well...time to move on i guess.
got a msg frm li..kinda weird when i saw the msg once i reached home frm KL..kinda explaining to me ( or more like..gettin it out of her system) the reason things were so crappy. yeah..i understand. never faulted u for anythin cos...u're right. we were never interested per se...but thnx anyway.
well...hope 2006 will be a good year of less tsunamis, katrina, earthquakes and suicidal terrorists. though nature wears its ugly head quite often this year, i hope it met its quota and won't show up for a good long period to come. same for the terrorists...hope they never show up again! pray for many good occasions and plentiful parties..good boss and good ship! airborne course and BDC! and good pals on board the same ship as me!! pray pray pray...haha. and ofcos hopefully i find a loving girl who respects me enuf to not toy with me..and great time when i start my uni life later in the year! haha...happy new year dudes!